Goodbye 2014! Hello 2015!

Hey y'all! This is it. 2015 arrived and we had to say goodbye to 2014. I am very grateful for the last year and I am super happy to start fresh and make 2015 an even better year. 

Since I started my blog I finally follow my passion and even if it is hard work to do it besides studying, it fulfills me with so much joy that I can't even bring it to words. This here, this is it. This is what makes me happy to the fullest. Just creating my own little space in this tuff wide world where I can express myself without being shy. I can be myself without anybody telling me that I have to be different and the best for me is to see that there are so many of you out there that actually like me for - "me". For "my" crazy style, for "my" clumsy youtube videos and even for "me" writing these little texts from time to time... 

Today I reached 20.000 Followers on Instagram and it made me so happy that I suddenly felt this big warmth in my heart and strength in my body to go on and fulfill my dreams. 

Last year was the first year when I made decisions that where really tuff for me as for example letting go of friends that I truly loved but just broke my heart too many times. It made me finally appreciate myself a bit more and especially my friends that really are there for me. 

Not being the one who always forgives and then get hit in the back feels quite good. 

I would lie if I told you that I am super tuff right now but I am working on myself to be a better person and to have more strength to say NO and to have more self-confidence to not let bad people into my life. 

Also I am very happy for the new friends that joined it and made it so much more fun, especially this last season. I hope to keep you in my heart for a very long time. 

So enough of the blablalon top and off to the New years resolutions blabla :D

Okay, I won't keep you reading too much but one of the things that I want to change is for you to get to know me a bit more. 

I will try to post more about me and make more tutorials and hauls for you on youtube. And yeah, if you ever have any questions about me or an outfit I am wearing or if you just need a person to listen just write me a comment or mail and I will answer to you. :) 

I am so happy for all of you that joined my little ME-part here on this Blog.

Love you all!

xx Nicki